Fate , Destiny and a Kiss of Storm !

I AM LOOSING MY MIND 

I am fucking tired of pretending,

I am being weird lately on things of insignificance,

It's the pressure of perfection ,

Or just the illusion of resurrection ,

From the dead inside me , the void ,

I am lately just trying to avoid ,

people , situation , myself ,

It's just a phase or a time ,

 A phase of discovering one's true self ,

It's worth nothing if it isn't matter ,

Lately I have have no idea what even matters , cause it's all scattered,

Like the mirrors of the broken glasses ,

I am lost as a loner among the masses ,

The strive to be recognised and gain validation ,

Is breaking my parts of fairly-tale fascination ,

It's not just fates and destinies , it's like a wave of anxiety and piss ,

And it's just me embracing it like a stormy kiss .