swaxmaddona✧

The Gray Patch Everything in our life comes with two sides . There's wrong and then there's right . The society enforces us to accept things in a simpler way , in a binary form , either it's 1 or 0 but in reality things are just complicated. Rightnow , I am on that stage of my life , where I am awaiting for a change , a drastic shift from home to collage , from alone to friend circle , from penniless to pennifull . I am planning , I am working in that direction hoping that everything will be "Right" , but will it be right ? cause clearly I don't have straight idea of it. We all are just striving to "Do the right " , there's so much pressure , anxiety , stress , sleepless nights and you constantly fighting with yourself . No one wants the Wrong to happen in their life, it just happens . All our life we try to control all the actions which maybe not in our control at all . We are taught as childs that doing the right is important , hell we have ev...

I AM LOOSING MY MIND  I am fucking tired of pretending, I am being weird lately on things of insignificance, It's the pressure of perfection , Or just the illusion of resurrection , From the dead inside me , the void , I am lately just trying to avoid , people , situation , myself , It's just a phase or a time ,  A phase of discovering one's true self , It's worth nothing if it isn't matter , Lately I have have no idea what even matters , cause it's all scattered, Like the mirrors of the broken glasses , I am lost as a loner among the masses , The strive to be recognised and gain validation , Is breaking my parts of fairly-tale fascination , It's not just fates and destinies , it's like a wave of anxiety and piss , And it's just me embracing it like a stormy kiss .